Sorry baby

Mummy is very useless. I don't know why I just cannot stop thinking and worrying.

Now is 2am in the morning, I should be resting and sleeping, yet I could not sleep, but tried to distract myself from thinking all the negative things.

I am going crazy I know. I don't know how to overcome all these thoughts?

Sometimes, Mummy even felt like giving you up, I am so sorry for habouring this thought. I just don't have the confidence to carry on, I don't know whether I can take it mentally and physically.

But having you is what Mummy wishes for very very very much. I cannot give up. I know you are doing your best. Mummy will also do my best for you too.

This week marks the 7th week for you. Baby baby, do continue to grow well. You are Mummy's darling.

Daddy on reservist

Daddy is going for reservist starting from today for 2 and a half weeks.

Mummy has requested Dr Tan to write a letter to excuse Daddy from staying in camp, as Mummy will get panic at night without Daddy around. Mummy tends to get panic at night. Useless Mummy.

Baby baby, be good ok? Continue to grow well, and after Daddy finishes his reservist, we should be seeing you.

Baby be good. Mummy loves you.

Well done! baby!

Mummy saw you today! Yeah, Mummy finally can see you with your heartbeat! Mummy is so happy that you are doing well! Great job! :)

Mummy is not sure whether I should continue to see Dr Ann Tan or changes to a KKH gynae. To Mummy, Mount Elizabeth hospital is a bit far. As Daddy was driving Mummy to ME this Morning, I was having very bad morning sickness, and yet the distance was so far. Mummy was really afraid I might vomit in Daddy's car.

But Dr Tan seems very professional, and Mummy felt quite comfortable with her. Her charges are high though! Mummy is not working now, not sure if we can afford the high charges.

Anyway, we shall see how again. Daddy and Mummy are willing to spend all our money on you as long as you can be borned healthy, strong and full term.

Mummy is going to start on multi vitamins, which Mummy hates most! I hate to swollow pills. But for your sake, I will have to do it.

Continue to jia you! Btw, Mummy's will be expecting to hold you in my arms on 27-02-2009.

Seeing you today

Mummy is going to see you in a while! yeah!



Mummy hopes to be able to see your strong heartbeat by now. :)



Jia you jia you!

No pay leave

Mummy has emailed principal to apply for no pay leave starting next week.

Baby, baby, Mummy will do anything to protect you and to ensure your safety. You must jia you, and grows well in Mummy's womb, ok?

We are waiting patiently for your arrival. :)