Baby violet I m sorry

I m sorry, I am not a good mummy. :(

Sometimes, I will harbour the thoughts of just having dash gor gor, and be carefree, and worry free...

I m so sorry, Mummy definitely does not mean to think that way. I want you, you are a dream to Mummy, and will make our family completes.

But Mummy is getting tired of all the resting, and worrying...so I think that way at times.

I am sorry, violet, don't hate Mummy.

Mummy wants you to continue to jia you.

You are in week 22 this coming friday. Now is the crucial period for you. Don't ever come out early, please, wait till you have grown into a full baby, then arrives proudly into this beautiful world, ok?

Mummy hopes you can be born in year of ox. Please continue to jia you with Mummy!

19 weeks

Hi baby violet, Mummy has been feeling your movements these few days. :) You are especially more active in the night.

Mummy loves to feel your movements, as I know you are safe.

Mummy asked you in my heart before whether you like your name "Violet", you gave Mummy a soft kick to indicate "Yes". Mummy is glad that you like your name.

I think you must be hearing Mummy talk a lot about my weight gain. Yes, Mummy is very concern cause Mummy has gained quite a lot of weight so far, almost 12-13kg. I am very worry that being so oversized may lead to problems in 3rd trimester. I am worry that I will have a hard time to shed off those excess weights too.

But no matter what, violet, do believe that Mummy is willing to be fat just to have you. I just hope you continue to grow well each day, and be a healthy baby.

Mummy wants you to be with us. Baby violet, do continue to jia you! Now is going to be crucial weeks for you, remember not to come out early. Remember to be patient.

Mummy loves you.