Mummy on MCs for two days

Went to see doctor just now, and doctor gave Mummy two days of MCs to rest.

Mummy actually had cough for quite some time, and sneezing quite badly at night.

Doctor said might be virus infection. It worried Mummy as I don't know whether the virus or the drugs will affect your formation?

You know your 2nd gor gor has moderate hole in his heart when he was borned. Mummy remembered I caught flu virus and was on flu medicine during the 1st trimester as well. Mummy was thinking whether it was due to that?

Or could it be due the chinese medicine I drank during 1st trimester because at that time, Mummy had spotting, and grandma said drinking some chinese medicine could keep the baby safe.

Now Mummy is also drinking Chinese medicine from Ma Kuang, and is planning to do that for the rest of the pregnancy as Mummy hopes it will build up Mummy's health and keep you safely inside me.

But so many unknowns, so many fears in me.

Mummy really wants you to grow well. Mummy is really useless, I don't know how to protect you and your two gor gors. :(

Sorry, baby.

Mummy has decided from today onwards, Mummy will recite 大悲咒everyday. Hopefully, buddhas will see my sincerety and grant you a healthy, strong, and full body.