Sorry baby

Mummy is very useless. I don't know why I just cannot stop thinking and worrying.

Now is 2am in the morning, I should be resting and sleeping, yet I could not sleep, but tried to distract myself from thinking all the negative things.

I am going crazy I know. I don't know how to overcome all these thoughts?

Sometimes, Mummy even felt like giving you up, I am so sorry for habouring this thought. I just don't have the confidence to carry on, I don't know whether I can take it mentally and physically.

But having you is what Mummy wishes for very very very much. I cannot give up. I know you are doing your best. Mummy will also do my best for you too.

This week marks the 7th week for you. Baby baby, do continue to grow well. You are Mummy's darling.